It used to say "If you're not the one..."
But I added all of this.
Cause you are.
Cause you are.
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I'm Duane =3. And I don't like people who like to act cute but well, influenced. =3. Yeah, 16 years old, 4thJan1993! ;3
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Thursday, December 17, 2009, 7:39 AM
That was why I wanted to be your true friend.I would accept your sorrow.
And I would share my joy.
If you strayed I would reprimand you.
If you made mistakes, I would forgive you.
And when yourself in trouble, I would be there for you.
So that you, who had learned that there were no friends,
Would learn to believe once more.
Try again Duane, try again.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009, 6:58 AM
I realise I don't know much about life.And I know quite a bit.
Amazing fact, true story.
Does it seem funny to you guys, as well as me, that a few types reactions will occur to people that read this post.
The first kind, will turn away immediately when he/she learns the nature of this post.
The second kind, will read all the way to the end due to the fact that they're curious to know the ending to this post, then rage at me.
The third kind, and probably the rarest of all, will read this post, and apply the lesson in this to their lives.
The fourth will not get affected by anything in this post at all.
Which one are you?
I realized years ago, that I could not judge singers, I thought this singer was good, and apprently she was bad. Yeah well.
So using that logic, let's substitute it in. I know I can write good stories, my teacher wanted to enter me in competitions for them,
But who's to say I can judge good stories or not? I only know how to write, that doesn't mean I know how to judge? Using the logic above, the people who I claim suck, may be good, and the people I claim to be good, suck.
I still think I can judge to a fair amount... But...
So Fanfiction.net
I used to browse there and read a few offspin stories.
But let's break it down like a chemical formula.
It's just, mostly, a bunch of fan girls wanting to insert their own characters into stories. Is that wrong? No, absolutely not, but I dislike that, and I do not like it, because I find people who are that obsessed over a fantasy world to lose grip in reality.
That's my opinion, but sadly, is also very true in most cases. The keyword being most, so I must not assume it of everyone. But it is my general impression.
Which comes to only one topic left.
Cheating.
Why do people cheat?
I think that when you become a couple, you both give each other the power to really hurt the other one, to really do some damage. Emotional, something that can't be seem, but can be felt, really badly.
Why do people do it?
I mean okay, some people are neglected or abused in their relationships, but even then, is it so hard to break off and then move on?
MUST they cheat?
They make the choice to do it, but it's not all as it seems.
Sometimes they don't wanna let go, they want to give it one last chance, while moving on half heartedly.
But even then, they choose to hurt, they choose to hurt the one they swore they love at one point or another.
I think that most problems in a relationship can be solved by communication and compromise.
If more couples learned to do this, a lot less people would be hurt, but it takes both of the people to perform this action, there's a lot of actions and emotions and feelings involved.
I know that I'm just a young guy.
And I know more about the world than I should.
But I want to live by this saying.
When you feel sad, make her happy, when you feel neglected, may her feel cherished, when you feel unloved, make her feel loved.
I want to live by this saying.
And will try to, every day of my life.
Yeah I love you,
My little princess.
Friday, November 6, 2009, 2:38 PM
It's funny that hello always,
Ends up with goodbye,
It's funny that good memories,
Can start to make me cry,
It's funny how forever,
Seems to never last,
It's funny how much I'd lose,
If I forgot about my past,
It's funny how "friends" can just,
Leave you when you're down,
It's funny how when you need someone,
They just aren't around,
It's funny how people change,
And think they're so much better,
It's funny how many lies,
There are in a "love letter",
It's funny how people forgive,
Though they can't forget,
It's funny how one night,
Can contain so much regret,
It's funny how ironic, life turns out to be,
But the funniest part of all,
Is that none of that's funny to me.
Ends up with goodbye,
It's funny that good memories,
Can start to make me cry,
It's funny how forever,
Seems to never last,
It's funny how much I'd lose,
If I forgot about my past,
It's funny how "friends" can just,
Leave you when you're down,
It's funny how when you need someone,
They just aren't around,
It's funny how people change,
And think they're so much better,
It's funny how many lies,
There are in a "love letter",
It's funny how people forgive,
Though they can't forget,
It's funny how one night,
Can contain so much regret,
It's funny how ironic, life turns out to be,
But the funniest part of all,
Is that none of that's funny to me.
Monday, October 26, 2009, 8:14 PM
I just keep feeling alone.It's both of them.
He's sleeping when he's supposed to help me study.
And she's got plans to study with the rest of the class.
Which means I am royally screwed for today's and tomorrow's paper.
I would have canceled anything for both you guys.
I would have woken up even EARLIER if it was for both of you.
I guess I want so much more out of a friend than I'm getting.
So I guess I'll try harder to get it. =3
You guys are still my best friends.
Especially you.
*A-Chan huggles*
Thursday, October 8, 2009, 12:56 PM
End of another blog, can't say I miss it too much.But really, I just felt I needed to end this with a big bang, and what's a better way to end it than talking about the person who changed me the most in life?
Yeah I don't want to name names but you know who you are, so.
About a year and a half ago, I met this person, who seemed very nerdy, and geeky, I snorted as I walked pass her. I was nerdy and geeky, and was prejudiced against my own kind.
I got to know the girl in the time to come, and she steadily rose up in my rank of friends.
I would hang around her all the time, and hate it when she left, and would feel empty, as if I had lost something close and important to me, every time she said bye.
And about a year ago today. The very same girl told me she liked me, and I responded in kind.
Then there were mistakes that happened, but the amazing part was yet to come.
Instead of shying away, she came back and tried again.
This girl, came back every time and tried harder.
She'd fail, come back and try harder. Then fail again, and come back harder.
While I'd be a dick.
For six months. Months.
And she wouldn't give up at all, she outright refused to give up.
And well, it did something to me.
It lit a fire, a fire that won't get put out no matter what.
Now when I look at what I'm doing, I see purpose.
I remember what she did, and I feel brave.
All cause of this friend that I had, that I didn't appreciate.
And now, for better or worse, she's changed a little.
I'm going to stick by her no matter what.
Anything less would be an insult.
It's been one year.
My answer is still the same.
"Yeah, I love you too."
There are some who believe, there is a one
A one who guides, a way to the sun.
Someone they believe in, makes them complete
The one who will support, when facing defeat
'You are my angel', my one and only
My forever love, so we'll never be lonely.
You've bought to my life, all your love and care
It made me see, when I realized how rare . .
It is to meet your angel, or their lifetime one
Only when you meet them, your life has begun.
All that we have, always felt missing before
Though I love you today, tomorrow it will be more.
Our love is life, we are the strongest tree
Which will always grow forever, like you and me.
You have opened my heart and held it so dear
You are my angel and will always keep it near.
You have seen my ups and cared when I was low.
'you are my angel', I just need you to know.
You entered my life, through a ray of sun above
And when we leave, we will leave together in love
My love for you, has become my reason to be
I hope one day you'll find, your angel in me.
A one who guides, a way to the sun.
Someone they believe in, makes them complete
The one who will support, when facing defeat
'You are my angel', my one and only
My forever love, so we'll never be lonely.
You've bought to my life, all your love and care
It made me see, when I realized how rare . .
It is to meet your angel, or their lifetime one
Only when you meet them, your life has begun.
All that we have, always felt missing before
Though I love you today, tomorrow it will be more.
Our love is life, we are the strongest tree
Which will always grow forever, like you and me.
You have opened my heart and held it so dear
You are my angel and will always keep it near.
You have seen my ups and cared when I was low.
'you are my angel', I just need you to know.
You entered my life, through a ray of sun above
And when we leave, we will leave together in love
My love for you, has become my reason to be
I hope one day you'll find, your angel in me.
9:04 AM
Made another stupid stupid STUPID mistake and Ken helped me.Getting slightly better and understanding more.
Opening my head a little bit more.
10 minutes past.
One year since we sat on the floor of my room, and I said I love you.
One year later.
I love you still.
8:31 AM
Nuuu fair!Go bloggy on other people's tagbox that you're bored!
Meanie!
Ninininininininini.
On another note, no more selfishness starting tomorrow night.
Give everything expect nothing.
Self improvement doesn't sound like fun ><